Faith and trust, And a future to hold on too.

We leave for the desert, to find the slaves that isaac's family have sold, and maybe to find a piece of the spear, with isaacs vision one could be in that desert. I see my friends ready to travel and go to any length to stop the evil that is spreading, bieshulla has brought us together, whenever there is dark, light comes to destroy it. They ran from me and my friends at payburr, there fear i will use against them and they will fall before us if we find them there, with both towns safe, and with you scouring out the remaining enemy ryancy this evil will not succeed, the gods are on are side and you are at my back, with these thoughts how could they ever hope to succeed?
 
I am concerned of the elven queen, assassins were sent against her and nearly succeeded, thank bieshulla we have strong warriors in Faribyr, but she has threatened isaacs life, i pleaded with her to show leniency and she has spoken that her threat was not serious, i am glad i do not want to fight the queen of the elves. Though she gave us troubling news and i must find out what it all means, Hopefully it is nothing and as we move to are next conquest we are free.
 
Personnel Journal:
 
Slinger has been charged with patricide, the thing claims he slaughtered hes entire family, though leaf a hero of old says they are very much alive, Slinger is very capable for killing and surprised me, the rest of my friends believe he is innocent, but i have trouble. Many have told us anything to stay alive, that they are innocent and unjustly charged, but they were liars trying to avoid death, why would a lord lie like this? or is there more and i just dont understand, i have given him a chance to prove himself, but a man willing to kill he's own clan is a evil and honor less thing, when we get to this place we will see if he lies or if it is truth. I hope it is a lie, as he says a friend of he's has been forced to be a warf Siren, if it is true i will save her.
 
We now have something in common, when i was young i was forced to become a warrior, and lost my childhood, when all i wanted to do was stay home in the mountains and make the flower things, but i was no good at it and sent away. I hope i can restore some of what he's lost, and i dearly hope he speaks the truth.
 
I saw sila for a evening, we did the thing, and we talked of the future, she is willing to wait for me i was afraid she would not wait, it was a great weight lifted and now we talked of the future, i did not tell her of the binding cloth, as i want to surprise her when i returned, we talked much on are clans and parents, i will send a letter of my binding to my clan when i return and present the cloth, i hope her clan likes me, as i have not talked or seen any of them. She is aggressive and likes me even though i dont know how to act with a mate, im glad of this as without her leading i would have no idea what to do! She talks of children and i enjoy this, we would bear strong heirs, they will have her smarts and ferocity with my might and honor, in the comeing times they will be shields to this land like I, and i will be proud, but i hope they choose this path, i will not force them to do something they do not want as i was, aslong as they dont become like rowan sleeping with many women and attempting to woe elves i will support there path.
 
My future secured, my Sila waiting for me, and my friends at my side i feel emboldened, when we travel to this lord i will have nothing to hold me back, and my friends will not fall on this journey, by bieshulla's might and wisdom we will all see the end of these dark days.