Lineage Secured, Storm survived, and battle waged

Ryancy, We have came ashore to the island as ordered, and have begun work on the planking needed to repair the diesmos. Eric has proven a capable Bow-son and maybe even will surpass are darios, we have came to a evil place. Filled with fish like creatures they came at us in a horde, but we fought them off and killed there chief i believe, he was massive and wielded a massive trident but stood no chance to are might. Though we have come upon a sad sight, lilyanna's parents are discovered dead, i feel for her and have given her room to grieve, she has lost much the past few months first her friend now her parents. though they looked at peace and that is good, there task is now her's and the journal she can use to continue her family's story, but how many must fall to the darkness that seems to just be beyond are reach?
 
Since i have battled this darkness it has not been smited, it is tough and hard to catch, maybe cause of my blow to isaac's father, he has ran like a coward from are might but after we have secured are flank, we will be free to hunt them down, and through bieshulla they will die upon my maul. Lilyanna has warned me of the danger's of haywald, i would be a slave there but they are not strong enough to bind me, and they will be smart to avoid my ire, as i will protect my friends from harm. The down trodden and weak must be defended, good must conquer evil, and we will succeed in are goals i have faith.
 
Personal Journal:
 
Sila has given me great news, i am to be a father, i at first thought they were breakfast, but i was told they are my children. My lineage secured i will have a history and someone to remember me, but i am sad i do not wish to leave sila alone with that burden, but the darkness will kill all if i dont stop it, my children will have a future even if i cannot be a part of it. I wish to see sila before they are born, as id like to see my children and help raise them. When i was young i was sent away because i was not good at my clans skill, i will not do the same to my children no matter the thing they want to do i will help them. I hope they want to fight, and be protectors of eleril, they will be mighty in bieshulla's embrace and i will feel pride. Since i joined with my friends my life has gotten very confusing and hard, before i was willing to lay down my life for bieshulla and my brothers with no hesitation, now i feel afraid as thoughts cross my mind. what would my children do without me? What would Isaac do without my protection? if i fall will the alliance be able to finish there task? Will i be able to let go without sila with me and go to my god? These thoughts are new and i must prey, i need guidance and wisdom from bieshulla, hopefully he sends a envoy like before so i can understand.