Forsaken Slave, Brutality, And Rage

Ryancy, I have breached this land with Darios's help, he has helped us with are parts as slaves and master and sailed us into the port city of this dominion, securing us passage on a carriage. This place troubles me, i have been given a price to be sold at just stepping into this land, as if im a cut of mutton, i want mutton maybe we can find some. I must protect Lilyanna from there gaze, as she is wearing a outfit that is not fit for a maiden to wear, and makes me uncomfortable, I had a bad thought and i was tempted to buy one of those for Sila i think she would look good in one.
 
We made are way to haywald, the dessert is vast and hot, i had to rip my leather breastplate to deal with the heat, i do not wish to live here it is too hot, i hope sila doesn't want to move here one day with her clan, i would like to stay where it is colder. I have forsaken my Oath as a follower of bieshulla today, a halfling slave ran for escape and was cut down by archers, he was un armed and killed like a animal, then thrown into the river given no burial or rights, i barely held back when isaac brought me back, i am ashamed i could not help this halfling, i am supposed to protect people like him but i could not, these evil men must be dealt with, we should destroy them in conquest and free all these slaves from bondage, this is where Bieshulla's work should be done. I have lost my appetite and i long for home, this place does not allow me to follow Bieshulla's teachings and every day i stay here i fear i lose my gods favor.
 
I will write again once we are on the Deismos with are goal, i wish you well and please give Sila the letter i have with this one, it is for her, Honor, Compassion, Servitude.
 
Sila's Letter:
 
Sila, i hope you are ok, i dont like it here, it is savage and brutal and i cannot defend the people here from the evil that surrounds us, but when i think of you, and are children i feel happier and wish to return to you soon, I remember today is a holiday of love, to show feelings and joy of one's mate, we do not have this tradition but the humans and others do and i would like to celebrate this with you, even if im far away. You should take rest, and let kuldak work the forge, and unaf tend the eggs, and you should got o the tavern and get some wine that you like so much, tell the tavern owner Gunthar will pay for it upon he's return, and save some for me i would like to share it with you, you are constantly in my thoughts and i hope to see you soon, Your silver Lion Gunthar.