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I really don't know what Untermauler is doing. I was woken from my rest and taken to the Master's office, along with it looked like the rest of the Kisjan, to be interrogated. I don't know if we were all there, I didn't have a chance to take a proper headcount. One by one, we went into his office. One by one we were released. I can only assume we were all subjected to the same line of questioning. A plot to kill him? <i>KILL</i> him? (translated from Draconic) Ancestors protect me! (/translation) That is certainly one way to interpret this after our ingress to his office, but (Draconic oath) a murder plot! He's the sssathara Master of Evocation! He could ash us in a thought if we so much as considered it! We'd never finish conjuring our first spell matrix before he could disarm and disable us seven times over. Who does he think we are? We want to be something; we're <i>going to be</i> something. But we're not. What could have possibly been said or done for him to take a threat as credible? I wish I could channel this energy into something for my spell casting, but there's no way I can focus anything enough to make it useful. I...
Oh, there's another knock at my door.
Apparently Ohva and Ardath merited further questioning, and were taken to Master Rednop for a reading. Surely this could've been done sooner. Magics were created to avoid these sorts of misunderstandings, surely we didn't need to undergo these theatrics. They seem to be unharmed, at least. I am thankful. We may be frustrated by the lack of influence Ioth and his disciples are exerting upon the world, but eliminating any one of them would certainly not server our ends. Our exoneration is justified and corroborated by Divination. But Buta is still un-accounted for, as is Sventisko. I am a little glad that Sventisko isn't here, because I can't be sure she would be able to handle this situation levelly and without enflaming it further. Perhaps it deserves further enflamation, considering the parties involved. I will face that future as it comes. I think I will. I am less sure that my fate remains here at this moment.
[[several days pass, the paper wear is different and a different pen is used]]
Buta is gone. This was all driven by some Unknown influence on him, and he ended up removing himself, rather than allowing himself to be used by Another in that manner. I applaud his courage in sacrificing himself so, if he thought himself a danger to us and others because of this influence. But still I cannot stop the tears. I will try to be strong as I have. The Kisjan will need someone to rally around after this. If shouldering their grief will help them through, I will do this. If appearing strong will help them to face down what they need to in the coming days, I will do this.
I don't know if I have the strength myself. I will try. I must. Ancestors protect me.
I miss my friend.
Balvarax's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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Preparing a presentation
06 Dec 2021 11:10:37
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Research progress
06 Dec 2021 11:12:40
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24 Jan 2022 02:04:01
06 Dec 2021 11:10:37
06 Dec 2021 11:12:40
24 Jan 2022 02:04:01
The major events and journals in Balvarax's history, from the beginning to today.
The Impromptu Party
04:30 pm - 22.12.2022Untitled
I really don't know what Untermauler is doing. I was woken from my rest and taken to the Master's office, along with it looked like the rest of the Kisjan, to be interrogated. I don't know if we were all there, I didn't have a chance to take a proper he...
02:04 am - 24.01.2022Research progress
This is a slog. I know, as a final project, this was never going to be easy, but hoooo, this is a lot of information to try to assimilate. Thankfully, the stories of the Dawn are consistent that I need not try to reconcile differing accounts, but, much ...
04:30 am - 02.12.2021Preparing a presentation
Fourth year is a notable year. I suppose all of them are, here at the Academy, but this one is more so because we are proving ourselves worthy of continuing on to the most advanced subjects available to us. Walk before you run, or so I've heard said. I...
05:59 am - 28.11.2021The list of amazing people following the adventures of Balvarax.
Social
Wealth & Financial state
Coming from a communal society, he would likely be considered lower-middle class in the outside world. His needs have never been unmet, though he rarely has been able to have finer purchased goods. He's used to making - literally - his entertainment and being resourceful.
Religious Views
Balvarax is deeply connected to his tribe and family. "Ancestors be praised!" is a common expression of gratitude or excitement. He does not use any focus or object of veneration; instead, his spirituality is centered around meditation and internal centering. His focus on this has left him with a very placid demeanor, able to push through distraction.
Social Aptitude
He does not seek much in terms of social interaction, especially in large crowds. His connections are formed primarily of necessity or specific commonality of interest. He would not shirk social situations, nor would he particularly seek them out.
Mannerisms
Due to his height, keeping his chin level leads to an appearance of haughty-ness, though it is unintentional. He is nearly always surveying his surroundings when not otherwise engaged, and even then to a lesser degree. As he adjusts to his more diverse surroundings, he tries to be more emotive in his communication, though he's still working on it.
Hobbies & Pets
Around school, he is frequently reading up on his alchemy and potioning. He may have crossed paths with Arianna in this pursuit, as herbalism might also be necessary to that. He also would frequently be seen with games and toys and such that test and improve dexterity, due to clumsy dragon fingers.
Speech
He speaks in a slightly slower, measured meter, often seeking the perfect word for the situation. This is also to compensate for the fact that scents and pheromones are typical to dragonborn communication, and he needs an extra second or three to mentally assemble context clues when those are not present.