Oleander
“Oleander.”
Eli shows her the scrap of charred paper and Rowan forgets how to breathe. Of everything to survive a fire, of course it would be the one word that binds Rowan to this legacy.
She’d thought her mother was dead. Lorena was a cold woman, awful enough that Rowan and Lydia had celebrated after the funeral. Now the anchor had returned to drag Rowan down the same path, through the sewers to a laboratory thick with despair.
Like mother, like daughter.
Had the stationmaster recognized Lorena’s features when Rowan stood over him? Rowan had waited to heal until after the group had decided his fate, her ribcage squeezing in sympathy. There was very little she could do to heal this man.
Grief climbs up her throat and blooms like a flower, Rowan’s eyes fixed on that damning word.
Oleander.
Memory raps at Rowan’s skull and demands to recall the dead.
Lorena sent Rowan to become a cleric, the one who offered up Alexandria on a silver platter to a failed adventuring guild. Lorena had perfect calligraphy that Rowan would recognize anywhere—even if it was smudged with soot.
Rowan has faced worse monsters than her mother, but she’s still stricken with fear at what she might discover. Her friends had taken down Alexandria quickly—and Gerath had killed her with gleeful nonchalance. Even rational, stoic Eli expressed her urge to strike Lydia down. Rowan’s mother will be no different.
Lorena will just be another person that isn’t human enough for Rowan to be allowed to save, someone she’ll mourn over after her friends have washed their hands of the blood.
Rowan stares at the stationmaster before her, wondering if he’d be happier with a dagger in his gut. The worst part is that she doesn’t think she could bring herself to hurt him—he’s suffered enough at the hands of an Oleander.
Rowan’s known her family was odd, but now her bloodline was birthing monsters. The women around Rowan are turning. It’s a pattern that doesn’t escape her notice.
Lorena, Lydia, Alexandria. One dead, two left.
It’s a vicious cycle that Rowan’s trying to break, flailing against the tides of time. She’s low on oxygen, lungs filled only with regret when she comes up for air.
The stationmaster’s still beyond healing. Takoda and Severin are asking Mateus what’s wrong, Floret’s peering into the sewer like it’s going to bite her, and Eli’s still staring at Rowan.
Rowan Oleander. Her name’s meaning was chosen carefully—there is protection in poisoning everyone around oneself.
Some people are an elixir, others a venom. But Rowan Oleander, she slips under the skin, invading the bloodstream to seize hearts with cautious hands.
Rowan Oleander was exactly what Lorena wanted her to be.
Not a person. A threat.
Rowan's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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Frogs & Friendship
25 Jul 2021 06:28:17
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The Importance of Immortalization
05 Aug 2021 06:39:21
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Alexandria’s Goodbye
13 Aug 2021 03:55:47
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Profiling
28 Jun 2022 12:51:10
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The First Person Rowan Allowed Herself To Love
29 Jun 2022 02:51:43
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The Aftermath of Everess’ Banquet
25 Jul 2022 12:39:20
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What Was Left of Caviri
31 Jul 2022 07:12:46
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Felspear’s Graveyard
01 Aug 2022 05:10:30
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Dangerous Choices
18 Aug 2022 10:40:24
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Alone Together
20 Aug 2022 05:26:23
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Adrift
27 Aug 2022 11:35:49
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Fix It
04 Sep 2022 06:04:34
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Chosen
22 Oct 2022 02:38:27
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Gone but not Forgotten
04 Dec 2022 04:39:34
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Catalyst
20 Jul 2023 11:16:09
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Oleander
21 Jan 2024 03:30:21
25 Jul 2021 06:28:17
05 Aug 2021 06:39:21
13 Aug 2021 03:55:47
28 Jun 2022 12:51:10
29 Jun 2022 02:51:43
25 Jul 2022 12:39:20
31 Jul 2022 07:12:46
01 Aug 2022 05:10:30
18 Aug 2022 10:40:24
20 Aug 2022 05:26:23
27 Aug 2022 11:35:49
04 Sep 2022 06:04:34
22 Oct 2022 02:38:27
04 Dec 2022 04:39:34
20 Jul 2023 11:16:09
21 Jan 2024 03:30:21
The major events and journals in Rowan's history, from the beginning to today.
Chosen
The Church of the Infallible Goddess was built upon the tale of a young martyr, a woman who sacrificed herself for the sake of her people. The people in Estovia created a church in her honor, in an attempt to carry out her legacy. The Church expanded at a...
02:38 am - 22.10.2022Eyes
Rowan doesn’t know where she is. There’s blurry shapes and shadows that contort into humanoids, but she is lost in an unfamiliar place. Something tells her that she should recognize this, that she should be used to it all by now. When this happens...
05:08 am - 04.09.2022Adrift
Nyx is standing with their arms crossed, and the entire group is looking at Rowan. Everyone is looking at her, and she is frozen in place. There's nowhere for her to run, no one for her to hide behind this time. The worst part is that she wants so badly ...
11:35 pm - 27.08.2022Alone Together
When Rowan hits the masked intruder with a bolt of lightning, she aims for the mask. The mask, with its too-wide grin, seems to leer at her & shatters. Rowan watches calmly as the masked assailant is eviscerated into quickly dissipating smoke. The peo...
05:11 am - 19.08.2022Faith
Rowan is tired, but she cannot allow herself to rest. She immerses herself in the crowd that is frozen with fascination, listening to the New Transcendalist preacher. They speak with the warmth and clarity of someone who is practiced in the art of public ...
10:38 pm - 18.08.2022Felspear’s Graveyard
The graveyard stretches out in front of Rowan, headstones jutting out from beneath like broken teeth. Michael, the groundskeeper walks behind Rowan, and she’s suddenly frozen in place. Ollie stops mid-snarl as Michael walks around to face Rowan. “...
05:10 am - 01.08.2022The Monster of Caviri
I miss Dria. I wished I could’ve done something to save her, or find her sooner to put her out of her misery. I knew she was alive, but I never thought that she would’ve been corrupted into whatever that creature was. I had hoped to find her, to r...
05:23 am - 31.07.2022The Aftermath of Everess’ Banquet
Lady Everess is alive. Everyone else is alive. I have to keep reminding myself that they’re still alive. That we still have a chance, even if we’re considered traitors of Estovia. So much has happened. The banquet went terribly, but we managed to ...
03:15 am - 11.07.2022The First Person Rowan Allowed Herself To Love
Priestesses of the Infallible Goddess aren’t meant to love. They’re made to serve Estovia, to serve the Church. They’re made to be adored, meant to be loved only from afar. Marriage is simply a convenient ritual that placates the Estonian people. An...
02:51 pm - 29.06.2022People I've met since everything went wrong
Marcus: He's like a father to me. Not that he would ever see me as his own blood, but he's who I wish Virren could be for me. We even have a special watch that we communicate with, and he always listens to me. He's the first person who actually cared abou...
06:41 pm - 09.08.2021The Importance of Immortalization
Rowan had always been a sucker for stories. Her father was an Archivist, so perhaps her love for words was genetic. To Rowan, writing was as natural as breathing. She would spend days at a time in the Church's library, hunched over paper. Her fingers were...
06:39 am - 05.08.2021Alexandria’s Goodbye
Sitting on the beach is Dria (Alexandria). She turns to look at Rowan, and she smiles. It’s a bittersweet expression, laced with sadness and grief. She pats the ground next to her, and says “Rowan, will you you sit with me? Just—just for a mom...
06:29 am - 25.07.2021Frogs & Friendship
Church bells sound throughout the halls, and doors begin fly open as young girls burst out of their classrooms. Free of chores and lessons for the day, they gather under trees outside the Church building. A young Rowan is pulled along by a curly-haired ...
06:28 am - 25.07.2021The list of amazing people following the adventures of Rowan.
Social
Birthplace
Estovia
Current Residence
Novegrad, Estovia
Contacts & Relations
Party Members:
**Lady Eli: noble samurai tiefling who used to be a paladian. Rowan thinks the world of her & trusts her more than anyone else.
**Tai: a half-elf bard who is socially awkward & easily embarrassed. Rowan finds him endearing & charming (he's strikingly similar to another bard she once knew).
**Severin: a human bloodhunter who was involved with the Gerath/Mateus incident. Rowan's scared of him. She sees herself in Sevrim & it terrifies her.
**Tadoka: a wood-elf druid who's extremely reserved & quiet. Rowan doesn't know her, & she's not sure how to feel about her.
*̶*̶"̶C̶l̶a̶i̶r̶e̶"̶ ̶(̶E̶i̶l̶e̶e̶n̶)̶:̶ ̶a̶ ̶h̶a̶l̶f̶l̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶r̶a̶n̶g̶e̶r̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶a̶ ̶b̶i̶t̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶a̶ ̶t̶e̶m̶p̶e̶r̶ ̶w̶h̶o̶'̶s̶ ̶t̶e̶r̶r̶i̶b̶l̶e̶ ̶a̶t̶ ̶f̶l̶i̶r̶t̶i̶n̶g̶.̶ ̶R̶o̶w̶a̶n̶ ̶m̶i̶s̶s̶e̶s̶ ̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶a̶w̶f̶u̶l̶l̶y̶.̶
M̶a̶t̶e̶u̶s̶ ̶&̶ ̶G̶a̶r̶e̶t̶h̶:̶ ̶t̶w̶o̶ ̶s̶o̶u̶l̶s̶ ̶l̶i̶v̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶b̶o̶d̶y̶,̶ ̶b̶o̶t̶h̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶q̶u̶i̶c̶k̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶ ̶&̶ ̶s̶i̶l̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶t̶o̶n̶g̶u̶e̶s̶.̶ ̶R̶o̶w̶a̶n̶ ̶h̶o̶p̶e̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶y̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶k̶e̶e̶p̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶i̶r̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶m̶i̶s̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶d̶a̶y̶.̶
Non-party members:
Church of Estovia: Rowan's place of education, housing, and childhood.
The Infallible Goddess (Sov): a woman who became a goddess, Goddess of Estovia whom Rowan is pledged to.
Lydia: childhood best friend who Rowan adores.
Marcus: former High Inquisitor, Rowan's recent friend/father figure who "facetimes" her by using a magic compass.
Kara: a former soldier, and Rowan's friend (whom she may have romantic feelings for).
Armin: an Artificer who manages a tavern, cursed to be a bear, might be in love with Lady Everess.
Gary: a giant hermit crab, communicates telepathically & controls ice-cream elementals.
Kestis: pirate captain of The Leviathan, brother to Kara, tried to kill Kara.
Miranda: Kestis' second-in-command, "Lady of the Night"
Honorary & Occupational Titles
Priestess of the Infallible Goddess
Life Cleric of Estovia
Citizen of Estovia Who Committed Treason
Wanted Criminal (?)
Wealth & Financial state
Rowan grew up modestly, and doesn't have a need for wealth as a priestess. She makes more than a decent salary as part of the Leviathan's crew.
Family Ties
Her father, Virren Oleander, is her only known living relative.
Her mother (Lorena Dirge) is deceased, & her older sister (Alexandria Oleander, Dria) is registered as MIA (missing in action).
Rowan never met her grandparents, as her mother was an only child, & her father was an orphan. Her mother's parents died long before Alexandria & Rowan were born.
Religious Views
Rowan believes that higher beings exist, but doesn't feel the need to ask them for more than the occasional blessing. She is pledged to the Infallible Goddess but has never seen/heard any divine sign from her. Rowan prefers to place her belief in the people around her.
Rowan knows that spirits remain close after death, & she sometimes summons her mother's ghost for advice. She has gathered that when someone is about to die, a space opens up for their soul to return to the fabric of the universe.
Social Aptitude
Rowan navigates social situations fairly well, but is an introvert at heart. She prefers to stay near people she feels comfortable around, & can be wary of new people.
Rowan does miss certain social cues, & might take expressions/sayings literally if she isn't familiar with them.
Mannerisms
Rowan has a very direct eye gaze, & expressive facial features.
When she's uncomfortable, she tends to migrate towards the person she feels safest with.
Rowan likes physical contact, & enjoys holding hands/giving hugs.
When she's not grounded by physical contact, Rowan can have a difficult time keeping still. She fidgets when she is especially stressed/nervous.
Hobbies & Pets
Hobbies:
gardening
writing/drawing
sewing
Pets:
Merian (an orphaned raven she raised, deceased)