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Destiny's Evening Gown

Destiny's Evening Gown

Session: June 3rd, 2024

I appreciate Saanes's friendship. While I feel like I'm on okay terms with most of the group, Saanes makes me feel like I'm actually a friend. That's a rare thing in my life. Everyone chastises me about my decisions, and they're very quick to judge - espe...

03:00 pm - 10.06.2024

Session: May 20th & 27th, 2024

It feels strange to feel this hollow after I technically achieved everything I set out to. We killed Mother and G'Vath'Haz, we saved Father and Chompy's family, we found the crystal rod...all of it. I should be happy, I think. But as I sit here late at ni...

03:49 pm - 28.05.2024

Session: May 6th & 13th, 2024

Technically...most things went according to plan. But we're almost near the end of it and I feel surprisingly empty. I suppose I should back up though. My birthday party went exactly as we had hoped it would. Zun managed to spike the punch, the two no...

02:28 pm - 17.05.2024

The Night before Destiny

Session: Apr. 22nd, 2024

I finally got to use Mortalis to interrogate someone. I've been itching to see how it actually works, and I was not disappointed. It's certainly not a method I'd use on just anyone - it seems incredibly invasive and painful, if the blood coming out of Ter...

04:14 pm - 26.04.2024

The Night before Destiny

Session: Apr. 8th, 2024

I don't like not being in full control of a plan. I also don't like when the plan consistently changes - the small sham of a plan we have, anyway. We finally met with Lanea and her group. I must say, the town is...different than I remember. Rougher ar...

09:09 pm - 22.04.2024

Session: Mar.25, 2024

Do you ever spend most of your life thinking something is one way, and then you suddenly find out you were very, very wrong? That's what the conversation with Father felt like. It was both a relief and revelation. He told me how he met Mother and why he s...

09:25 pm - 08.04.2024

Session: Mar.11th, 2024

The good news - I was worried about breakfast for nothing. It ended up being a mostly mundane meeting, with Mother being completely civil, albeit a little awkward when the small talk ran out. The only thing interesting about the situation was when Lodern ...

01:20 am - 15.03.2024

Session: Feb. 26th, 2024

Last night was an incredibly frustrating evening. I had so many good plans, so many ideas that could have given us some kind of edge...and nothing. Not a single one worked. When we learned of Lodern's involvement, Zun contacted Garrin immediately. But...

04:54 pm - 27.02.2024

Session: Feb. 19th, 2024

I'm shaking as I write this. She knows. All of them know. I knew there was a high chance of that happening, but I had really hoped we'd be able to get the jump on them. They don't know that we know, so that's a small advantage, but it's one I'm not sure i...

05:22 pm - 20.02.2024

Dinner with the she-devil

Dinner with the she-devil

Session: Feb. 5th, 2024

The nerves are getting to me. I'm trying very hard to appear calm and collected on the outside, but inside I'm screaming. We left Chaedove's home (which, slight good news there - it looks like it was decisively abandoned and not hastily abandoned), and he...

03:17 am - 07.02.2024

Session: Jan. 29th, 2024

Zun is a bit of a mystery to me. He's mentioned off-handedly a couple times that Courmivoun used to make him fight in what sounded essentially like gladiator rings, which would have made me assume he wouldn't like brawl-type fighting anymore, but the man ...

04:17 pm - 02.02.2024

Session: Jan. 22nd, 2024

I can't believe we're so close. To getting Father back, to saving Chompy's family, to getting the crystal rod that Garren wants, to finally killing Mother - and hopefully G'Vath'Haz. This has all been the culmination of years of suffering and dreaming and...

01:35 am - 24.01.2024

Session: Jan. 8th, 2024

It felt very familiar to be on the road again. I've spent 15 years doing it, after all. It was very...nostalgic. Though this time it's for a purpose I've been waiting to accomplish for years. As much as I knew I'd be heading back here, it feels strange to...

07:40 pm - 11.01.2024

Session: Jan. 1st, 2024

I don't like leaving killers alive. I don't like being lied to. And I certainly don't like being called selfish when I'm just trying to keep my party alive. Yet all of those things happened. I tried to convince the party that we needed to kill Carlin ...

05:01 pm - 02.01.2024

Session: Dec. 18, 2023

Well today really was a day full of information and conversations. I thought the revelations that Cor'nan gave us were going to be the most informative part of the day, but it turns out the entire day continued on that way. Rayan showed up at Elegant'...

04:46 am - 20.12.2023

Session: Dec. 4th, 2023

I have officially experienced the full spectrum of emotions (other than sadness, perhaps) in the last 18 hours or so. Fight Club was actually a lot of fun. I went into it somewhat nervous, as dueling is not something I'm well accustomed to. If I'm fightin...

08:48 pm - 06.12.2023

Session: Nov. 20th, 2023

For a group we've dubbed The Unlucky Few, we certainly seem to have some rare luck on our side at times. After the conversation with Malzod, Elegant and I took a look at the packet he'd given us on Cor'nan. If what it says is true...Cor'nan is worse than ...

05:53 pm - 21.11.2023

Session(s): Oct. 29th/30th, 2023

My mind is whirling as I write this. So many details to get down, so many connections being made. I know how Ahzek got me. Kind of. I know how he first found me anyway. I saw the memory. When I first met him, he was posing as a doting grandfather taki...

07:09 pm - 31.10.2023

Session: Oct. 23rd, 2023

It would seem going after answers only leads to more questions. Not that I'm disappointed in getting answers. On the contrary, I'm rather desperate to get answers...I just wish that for once, things could be simple. Or at least not mildly horrifying to le...

05:15 pm - 25.10.2023

Session: Oct. 16th, 2023

Remember when I said that perhaps we needed to be more forthcoming and just tell people things, to try to incriminate our enemies instead of just hiding? I think that backfired royally today. The day started out fine with that advice in my head. I man...

07:48 pm - 18.10.2023

Session: Oct. 2nd, 2023

I wish our list of enemies wasn't so long. I wish our stories weren't so complicated. I'm having a hard time balancing between trying to keep our privacy so we're not immediately outed, but also trying to get the word out of our enemies' misdeeds. Ele...

05:40 pm - 06.10.2023

Session: Sept. 25th, 2023

I thought I was used to expecting the unexpected when it came to this group, but it feels like every day there's something else to prove me wrong. The last thing I had heard Saanes say was that Sevette was there to kidnap him. So I, of course, grabbed Ray...

08:16 pm - 02.10.2023

Session: Sept. 11, 2023

The day began normal enough. Well, normal for a group who's hiding two fugitives and are all pretending to be the retinue for a master musician. It sounded like the breakfast with Count Peyton and his wife went fine, though from what Elegant said, I'm sta...

06:17 pm - 12.09.2023

Session: August 27&28, 2023

We made it off the ship!!! I'll admit, airships are quite interesting, but I don't enjoy how restricted I feel on them. Anything can just come and attack, and you have nowhere to go. Being off the ship feels much freer. The rest of the trip passed fai...

08:43 pm - 30.08.2023

Session: Aug. 14th, 2023

Lying about my identity comes to me pretty much as naturally as breathing these days. Excuses, explanations, misdirections - I could do it in my sleep. So why does it feel so bad to lie to Ny'ell? She saw most of the execution. Luckily, not the part w...

09:00 pm - 24.08.2023

Session: July 24, 2023

I'm still reeling from the morning. Brother Corbert called it a partial success. I wouldn't go that far. The only success that occurred was killing several of Dan'or'avil's men. That's it. Nothing else. They didn't catch Dan'or'avil, Garrin is worryingly ...

05:46 pm - 25.07.2023

The Executioners Trap

The Executioners Trap

Smooth sailing.....

Smooth sailing.....

Sessions: July 10+17, 2023

I had thought the night was going to be a quiet one after I'd finished practicing with Mortalis, but sometimes you're proven wrong in the most outrageous of ways. We were attacked last night. I had seen someone sneaking down into the hallway where we all ...

04:04 pm - 19.07.2023

Airship Ruckus

Session: June 26th, 2023

Mortalis is simultaneously fascinating and concerning to me. He has what I need - a decent amount of power. But he seems somewhat unstable. I got some answers to my questions, at least. He said he does believe that he has extra powers locked away somewher...

07:03 pm - 02.07.2023

Airship Ruckus

Session: June 19th, 2023

I got to talk to Father. Kind of. I used one of the Sendings that Saanes put in the blood shard for me, honestly not thinking it would go through. I told him we were coming to save him and that I loved him. Not only did it go through, but he even responde...

06:28 pm - 20.06.2023

Conversations and crossed swords

Conversations and crossed swords

Mistrust at 20000 ft

Session: June 12, 2023

We are lucky the Captain is a forgiving man. He barely questioned Saanes and I on our foray below decks, and gave back Saanes his magic, so long as we promised not to go back below decks, which we did. As much as I want to find out what else is ever furth...

09:17 pm - 13.06.2023

Session: June 5, 2023

Well the evening was certainly filled with excitement. It took a while for my heart to calm down after finding out that Chaedove was alive, but we did come to a conclusion, which was good. The rest were able to talk some sense into me that any time Dan'or...

01:13 am - 07.06.2023

Mistrust at 20000 ft

Session: May 29, 2023

The day started off normally. A little taunting of Cor'nan, checking out our accommodations, watching the ship take off...all enjoyable things. I also have to say, the food on this ship so far has been delightful. It's so nice to have a chef on board that...

07:24 pm - 31.05.2023

Session: May 15th, 2023

We're finally out of the city! Gods, it feels good to be able to leave this place behind. I can finally ditch the magical disguise, and breathe a little easier. It's not like everyone we meet is going to recognize my name as the traitor who killed multipl...

09:51 pm - 16.05.2023

The Winged Folly

The Winged Folly

Session: May 1, 2023

It was nice to have part of a day that didn't consist of us trying our best to not die. Actually taking some time to rest - what a novel concept. Though I suppose it was a little touch and go on the way back. Unsurprisingly, Malzod obviously spread rumou...

08:32 pm - 03.05.2023

Clothes Horse Corral

Clothes Horse Corral

Facing the Handless

Session: April 24, 2023

Well that...didn't go the way I'd expected. It felt chaotic. I didn't like it. I feel like we'd prepped in our minds how we wanted to go about things, and then the stupid coward just kept hiding. I think we decimated bushes more than we hurt him. Actually...

01:52 am - 27.04.2023

Facing the Handless

Hunting History

Hunting History

Session: April 11, 2023.

It turned out to be an illuminating evening. And much less strenuous than the rest of the day, at least. We actually got to have some downtime, and, thanks to Corin's spell skill, remove whatever curse the Black King had put on us that was bogging us down...

02:12 am - 16.04.2023

Session: Apr. 4, 2023

We're alive. I'll be honest, I can't quite believe it. In the last five days I have questioned whether I would survive more than I care to admit. But this one...facing down a demon lord or whatever he was...there were times I thought we were goners. I...

02:58 am - 11.04.2023

History and Hope

History and Hope

The Temple and the Black King

The Temple and the Black King

Crystal balls and golden thread

Session: Mar. 6, 2023

I had thought our evening would be filled simply with a tailor's fitting and then a well needed sleep. I did not anticipate accidentally maiming a worker for the inn and finding out several integral pieces of information for us going forward. First of...

07:15 pm - 07.03.2023

Session: Feb. 13, 2023

Leave it to Corin to accidentally give up the one thing I was trying to avoid telling Garren. Sigh. I knew if he found out about Mortalis he wouldn't understand. Yes, Mortalis is associated with Dan'or'avil. And yes, it kind of sounds like he made him cra...

02:20 am - 15.02.2023

Crystal balls and golden thread

Session: Feb. 6, 2023

I have to say, Zun's disguise skills are definitely getting better. He's a fast learner with figuring out how to disguise half-elves, thank goodness. We decided to let Elegant go off and find a tailor for all of us, and we'll meet back up tonight to g...

10:29 pm - 07.02.2023

Between adventures

Between adventures

Four dates

Session: Jan. 30, 2023

Well, that was an unexpected night. The ladies asked if they could take us to a waterfall just outside the city, which sounded lovely. And it was. It was one of the most beautiful sights I think I’ve ever seen in my entire life. I’ll have dreams about...

05:12 pm - 31.01.2023

Four dates

Session: Jan. 23, 2023

What a whirlwind of a day. Had an interesting talk with Zun. He said I enjoyed murder too much, and that it concerned him. That he thought I might be letting the darkness inside me grow a little too much. That may be true, I suppose. I do feel very consum...

04:19 pm - 25.01.2023

Session: Jan. 16, 2023

I was already really angry with Denoravil for the stunt he pulled at the guard house, but the longer I have to just sit in this room, the angrier I get at him. This is dumb. I hate just sitting around and waiting for something to happen because I can’t ...

03:25 pm - 17.01.2023

Session: Jan. 9, 2023

So first off, sentient weapons are both amazing and hilarious. Elegant’s sword apparently doesn’t like him, which I find greatly amusing. I also discovered that Mortalis can just go in and out of physical existence merely by thinking about the scythe....

03:46 pm - 10.01.2023

Session: Jan. 2, 2023

Today went from 100 and straight back to 100 again. I started off the day getting used as a punching bag at the guard house - thanks to Denoravil who framed me for the murder of multiple guards, got rescued and taken to Vorestheira headquarters where it t...

03:46 pm - 10.01.2023