I stopped keeping track of the days, sue me

by Seirixori Iscitan

I’m so fucking **mad* at everyone. What the **fuck**!?!?!??!!!!

My mother taught me the importance of being quiet. I learned it from the best. I’m not that great at it but they’re just shooting off really **loud** weapons and kicking down doors, just **announcing** ourselves to **everyone**. We’re lucky they didn’t take out Ryleigh when we walked into that room.

Do they not care about us?

I’m going to fucking destroy them if they get you hurt.

**and you** I… I’m… I don’t like being mad at you. **but I am**.

~*~*~

After 2nd keep

I don't know why this has to hurt so much. Why I let it hurt me.

I should have known…
I'm not wanted here
I'm not wanted anywhere

I thought they were different
I thought… I thought they liked me.
All I have is you and Stool
And I'm okay with that
I just wanted…
I guess I wanted too much

I think maybe Ryleigh too but sometimes… Sometimes I just think she's placating me.

They seem okay with Brimeia, so I know it's not

I guess it's just me.

I shouldn't have yelled at them. They ignored me anyway… I still feel bad about it but they… they could have gotten you killed.

They could have gotten any of us killed and they don't seem to care. I don't want them to mess up like I did. To fuck up so bad that you realize you need to change…

Because that means that one of us has to die before they change…

I guess it won't matter if we leave first.

“leave”

I like Bellbury.

Or… At least what's around it. I know the one Lin definitely isn't a fan of most of us, the other one is okay. I like her.

why do they ignore me? Am I that bad? Even my own mother didn't come back

I'll skip out the next time they do something I think… they don't want me anyway.

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Day 8, Wedan 12 Jaqmont 3Y53
12th of Jaqmont 3Y53

Day 8, Wedan 12 Jaqmont 3Y53

Day 9, Fendan 13 Jaqmont 3Y53

Day 10, Hotdan, 14 Jaqmont 3Y53

Day 11 Andan 15 Jaqmont 3Y53

Day 12-13, Mirdan 16 Jaqmont 3Y53

Day 14

I stopped keeping track of the days, sue me

Arena Fight

Wedding

Some Old Dwarven Place - several days

Running through Rodoza

What

Dragons, Temples, and Exes oh my

Fuck Everything

That... totally went well.

Fear

Forget Me Not

Head Space

I stopped keeping track of the days, sue me

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