I made a choice and it was the wrong one.
Everything I touch turns bad. Every decision I make leads to more problems.
Sparkos says we're doing "good" but I see nothing that is good about this.
This place ruins lives. From across the ocean it seem like heaven on earth but those are lies. This is hell. There is nothing to gain here, only loss and anger and death. I already lost so much and have nothing to show for it.
This is fucking hopeless