knowledge is everything, my uncanny ability to seek out hidden routes and information is what made me such a powerful tool for the Madame
but so was my own anonymity
now i am a thief that is well known and hated in a city i was supposed to disappear into
this could not be worst
. . .and yet
i find i am not as terrified as i was
indeed the Madame could find me at any moment now that i am known
if she has a foothold in this city then she already knows i am here and there is very little i can do to stop her
she could find me and kill me tomorrow
but she would not find me alone
i did not think i would stay very long with a group, they were a means to an end, and while i find them to be decent people i do not usually find myself consistently surrounded by decent people
Sparkos is hard headed but soft hearted
Sanna is shrewdly intelligent and unflinchingly steadfast
Grim is surprisingly wise and yet full of childish light
they are decent people
i am terrified the Madame will find me, will find them, and will kill us all
but she would be in for a mighty fight
PS: if the Madame does not kill me soon she will absolutely miss her chance due to the dysentery if not my own hand