Bonnie is aggravating
i understand that i have done some . . .questionable. . .things in my past
but i am trying to do better
trying to make amends
but she is a constant walking reminder of everything i tried to leave behind
and what is worse she feels some kind of dislike of me for my leaving of the Red Gold, yet she has also now left!
the only difference is that i chose to leave
and she had to be convinced
ugh!
whatever
regardless i trust Meryll and Grim and Astris and the rest of our crew
so if she wants to start something she may try
i do not feel ashamed for trying to make a better life for myself