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27 june 1349

i hate the rain

by Blossom Of the Hidden Oasis

rain is cold, it burrows into my bones, steals the warmth from my fur, the breath from my lungs. even here, on the ocean, i can still taste how it would mingle with the smoke of Bandar, the sour taste robbing me of a chance at fresh water. i can still recall waking up in it, waking up under it, clawing my way out of that muck and fighting for every stolen breath
 
there was a time when i was certain the rain would be the death of me
 
perhaps it still will be
 
or perhaps it will be the misguided compassion of Sparkos.
 
to stop us in a race to save two people - no! to stop us so that he may obtain a gun, something that he already has and then to not even get the gun!
 
how??? how is such a thing possible!?
 
i, more than anyone else, am intimately familiar with the draw of curiosity and the fact that very little will ever stop me from satisfying it, but at least then i know that i will only be putting myself in danger
 
but this. . .
 
i almost drowned
 
i am cold, wet, injured, angry
 
and all we have to show for it is a very pretty elf and a mute human
 
were we not in first place i feel that i would be infinitely more upset with Sparkos
 
we are alive, we are safe. . .for now. but there is no guarantee that these two would not wish us harm. they entered this contest for the same reasons we did. they could sabotage us, kill us in our sleep, disable the ship somehow.
 
and everything i have done would be for nothing
 
how can Sparkos not understand that all i want is for us to survive, for us to live. i will move heaven and earth, brave any storm, endure any ocean if it means that this small crew will make it to our goals.

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  1. strong and shiny
  2. i should have run
    19 March 1349
  3. allies?
    8 June 1349
  4. i feel. . .
    9 June 1349
  5. the race begins in earnest
    12 & 13 june 1349
  6. Sanna
    15 June 1349
  7. i am right in this
    17 June 1349
  8. Sparkos
    18 june 1349
  9. Grim
    19 June 1349
  10. i hate the rain
    27 june 1349
  11. we have an understanding
    24 july 1349
  12. i hate this
    24 july 1349
  13. knowledge is power
    25 July 1349
  14. the truth is painful
    26 July 1349
  15. i am conflicted
    27 July 1349
  16. I LOST MY ARM
    28 july 1349
  17. everything has gone to fucking shit
    29 july 1349
  18. growth and change?
    3 august 1349
  19. freedom?
    5 august 1349
  20. people are difficult
    3 august 1349
  21. i am trying
    17 august 1349
  22. a quest for friendship and adventure
    18 August 1349
  23. my fucking leg
    19 August 1349
  24. friendship and fire
    21 August 1349
  25. a girl and her horse
    22 august 1349
  26. spinning
    23 August 1349
  27. she deserved better
    25 August 1349
  28. with purpose now
    2 September 1349
  29. to thieves and tools
    2 September 1349
  30. happiness?????
    3 September 1349
  31. crushing
    4 September 1349
  32. "knowledge is power, always"
    5 September 1349
  33. the truth feels overrated
    7 September 1349
  34. they will be the death of me
    8 September 1349
  35. the gods have a sick sense of humor
    9 September 1349
  36. questionable at best
    10 September 1349
  37. point of progress
    16 September 1349
  38. the same cloth
    22 September 1349
  39. a new fear
    23 September 1349
  40. Lives over loot
    24 Sept 1349