and i have lost my fucking arm
thank the gods i am left handed
but so much has happened, and very little of it makes sense to me; perhaps writing it will make sense
we were trying to help our hidden friend find answers and find a cure
Martin is not what he appears and is perhaps is dabbling in dark forces IS A DARK FORCE
there is something with statues and secrets and this horrid fucking city
E wants us to help claim that he is dead, but he is not, as I have not gouged his eyes with my own hands and danced naked in the moonlight in his blood
Grim is unharmed and somehow was the one to strike this deal and truly this is the most confusing of all
i do not understand why we have aligned ourselves with them
what do we stand to gain, it cannot just be information on Martin
why are did they offer us insight into Martin at all, because they want us to kill him?
what do they serve to gain????
WHY WAS I NOT GIVEN THE SAME OPTION AS GRIM
i do not blame Grim
i understand him now that he has explained it to me
and i am glad that he is unharmed
but i do not understand
all i know for sure is that i am missing a fucking arm