losing limbs hurt less than this
she was my captain
she was my leader
she was my. . .my friend
she is not the first person i have seen die
she will not be the last
but she is one of the only few that i cared for
. . . .
Caleb used to tell me that caring for others made us stronger
but i do not feel strong
i feel tired
and angry
i cannot do anything to bring her back
but i can make sure did not die in vain
by force if necessary