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23 September 1349

a new fear

by Blossom Of the Hidden Oasis

i had thought that my biggest fear was dying
 
i gave up everything, for the best chance not to die
 
but yesterday
 
i heard her voice
 
and the terror i felt
 
it was not all for me
 
it was for my. . .my friends
 
the fear i felt was for Astris and Meryll who were in the most immediate danger
 
for Grim who was with me
 
for everyone that i would not be able to protect
 
i sold my soul to Her, i gave up Caleb, i did horrible awful things to keep my own survival
 
but now i would willingly die if it meant they could survive
 
Astris is right
 
i will watch their back
 
if nothing else, i will protect them

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  2. i should have run
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  3. allies?
    8 June 1349
  4. i feel. . .
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  6. Sanna
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  7. i am right in this
    17 June 1349
  8. Sparkos
    18 june 1349
  9. Grim
    19 June 1349
  10. i hate the rain
    27 june 1349
  11. we have an understanding
    24 july 1349
  12. i hate this
    24 july 1349
  13. knowledge is power
    25 July 1349
  14. the truth is painful
    26 July 1349
  15. i am conflicted
    27 July 1349
  16. I LOST MY ARM
    28 july 1349
  17. everything has gone to fucking shit
    29 july 1349
  18. growth and change?
    3 august 1349
  19. freedom?
    5 august 1349
  20. people are difficult
    3 august 1349
  21. i am trying
    17 august 1349
  22. a quest for friendship and adventure
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  23. my fucking leg
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  24. friendship and fire
    21 August 1349
  25. a girl and her horse
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  26. spinning
    23 August 1349
  27. she deserved better
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  28. with purpose now
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  29. to thieves and tools
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  30. happiness?????
    3 September 1349
  31. crushing
    4 September 1349
  32. "knowledge is power, always"
    5 September 1349
  33. the truth feels overrated
    7 September 1349
  34. they will be the death of me
    8 September 1349
  35. the gods have a sick sense of humor
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  36. questionable at best
    10 September 1349
  37. point of progress
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  38. the same cloth
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  39. a new fear
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  40. Lives over loot
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