happiness?????

by Blossom Of the Hidden Oasis

i . . . hmm. . .

i have a date?

with Cascade??

who is not only the captain of the guard but also now the general of the navy???

. . . .

i have pinched myself repeatedly and this does not appear to be a dream

so . . . then this is real life. . .

[there are doodled hearts and swirls and incomprehensible nonsense written for the next page and a half]

ahem

so that's exciting!

. . .but. . .

a part of me feels bad about feeling happy

there is so much danger, the madame is here, there is so much we don't know

but i cannot help but feel like even this will be okay

perhaps it is because for once i am not alone

in a real way, not just. . .tentative alliances in the hopes that we don't stab each other in our sleep

but i am truly not alone now

and even our new handsome, sharp friend who is carting around a cursed sword doesn't seem to dent my current feeling of lightness

. . .

and maybe this is dangerous

to be this happy

but fuck it

i have decided i do not care

if this is what happiness, real and true happiness, feels like

i will do whatever it takes it keep it

i will not let this feeling escape me again

Continue reading...

strong and shiny

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8 June 1349

i feel. . .
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12 & 13 june 1349

Sanna
15 June 1349

i am right in this
17 June 1349

Sparkos
18 june 1349

Grim
19 June 1349

i hate the rain
27 june 1349

we have an understanding
24 july 1349

i hate this
24 july 1349

knowledge is power
25 July 1349

the truth is painful
26 July 1349

i am conflicted
27 July 1349

I LOST MY ARM
28 july 1349

everything has gone to fucking shit
29 july 1349

growth and change?
3 august 1349

freedom?
5 august 1349

people are difficult
3 august 1349

i am trying
17 august 1349

a quest for friendship and adventure
18 August 1349

my fucking leg
19 August 1349

friendship and fire
21 August 1349

a girl and her horse
22 august 1349

spinning
23 August 1349

she deserved better
25 August 1349

with purpose now
2 September 1349

to thieves and tools
2 September 1349

happiness?????
3 September 1349

crushing
4 September 1349

"knowledge is power, always"
5 September 1349

the truth feels overrated
7 September 1349

they will be the death of me
8 September 1349

the gods have a sick sense of humor
9 September 1349

questionable at best
10 September 1349

point of progress
16 September 1349

the same cloth
22 September 1349

a new fear
23 September 1349

Lives over loot
24 Sept 1349

happiness?????

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